Head pillowed on concrete
I sought my only refuge, sleep.
Lights that never stop burning,
winds that never stop howling.
I dream of a morning,
empty of people,
filled with the sun, filled with the street,
but empty of people.
A lone bird will wander close by-
despised Indian myna, brown-suited,
black-balaclavaed, yellow claws marching.
Its yellow burnished eyes will look into my eyes,
head cocked and quizzical:
one look, that is all.
Earthbound these birds,
but their eyes know gliding,
windcurrents, high sky riding,
weather-beaten leanness,
the mighty globe's buffets.
But that is all a dream,
stealing through the rain-affected streets
to my head pillowed here,
to my shoulder under
the blanket unpurloined,
never believing the unforgiving concrete,
still waiting for its firmness to flow.
At 6am I move on
through the rivers of twilight,
leaving the dawn discarded,
scrunched on the footpath;
knowing so well the shoes of the city,
my way not with theirs; falling away,
high or low instead for a dream.
Published in For The First Time (Post Pressed, 2000).