His smile was something I will always remember
It started in the depths of his rough hairy cheeks
Spreading to embrace the wrinkles of a high forehead
His concern for the children could be seen in every step
As he called to each of them sharing the glad brightness
The fragile warmth of the winter sun.
Although he had no children of his own, the gentle regard
He had for them trailed easily about him from the dark turban
To the tips of fingers rough worn by mud and stone
With which he helped build the walls to keep out the cold
And shelter families from the sand and storm.
But for the children these same hands held a different kind
Of magic as he could weave in pieces of wood, paper and thongs
New life breathed in shape of dreams long ago abandoned.
Lost in shadows he spun before them their dark eyes quick
With excitement, cheeks resting in cupped hands as they listened
Still and enraptured by the hushed tones that fell like soft rain
Into the frigid earth quietly stippled in the half shadows of evening.
Knowing then the clock of his life had reached again into his soul
He would take his leave of them to find a quiet place where he could repair
The strains of daily living, quietly lifting his heart with thanks
For the small blessings that each day did drop quietly into his being.
Arms and body lifted in a quiet pattern of fulfillment, the litany
One with peace within, his voice carried in a wash of grateful prayer
Which marked his place and filled him with the grace of acceptance.
That he has gone now, leaves an empty space within many hearts
Of which mine is one. For these past months I have retraced
Steps of childhood to once more share that place of dreams
With one who with a quiet, crooked smile could still the hurt
Within my heart and lift my spirits with tales of daring deeds
Painted visions --- heroic tales of other times
In living memory, growing before my eyes.
For a moment then we would hesitate together, our minds rooted
In a fair world of fantasy, faces smoothed and lost to all
Save those who share the dream with us.
Myself and my uncle -- the Wizard of Kandihar. 10.12.01