(for Gloria Schwartz)
When the moon slipped its knot
and left a ring for the night to drop
through, and a baggage of stars
thudded on the loading bay
at the other side of the world,
I heard,
"Ho! get up you slack-arse poet,
I want to have a word with you."
It was the sun.
"This is a surprise," I yawned.
"Shouldn't be - you're the one who's
been whingeing about his own personal light."
"I must admit," I conceded, "I
was worried there for a bit."
"Right," answered
the sun. He spat at the window turning
it molten.
"You must know by now Stephen,
I visit with a poet every thirty years or so.
Last time it was Frank O'Hara,
and before that,
Mayakovsky. Can't say it's your turn
but I'll stop by anyway.
You're not a poet for all time but
for your own time. Don't worry about it.
And forget those supposed poets
the M=E=Z=Z=A=N=I=N=E=S as you call them
caught between the floors: they ain't going
nowhere.
So get up and make a cup of tea!"
"Sure, care to join me?"
"Only for a minute," he said, "I've got more
important things to do today, like glinting
off the Hauraki Gulf and the iron-clad poppy
of Sydney Tower.
Oh, that reminds me,
then I'm off to San Francisco to wake up that
ex-girlfriend of yours you keep pissing
off with late night calls and false promises."
By now I could
see the sun was pretty worked up.
"C'mon, forget that crap.
You write some good stuff but you've got to
hang in there, and like me it'll
come to light."
"Thanks sun."
"And knock off the guilt trips and stop
getting pissed (in your Sydney dreams, pal!) you'll
burn yourself out - I recognise the signs."
"Yeah, seems I have been
a little preoccupied."
The sun jumped onto my balcony
outside the window.
"You don't see much of me down here at
POETS' PALACE - do you?
Move over,
this is the only time I get a look in."
I propped myself up
on one elbow.
"Remember, you're not
writing bus-timetables and calling it
'performance poetry' like a few I
could name. Stick with the atmospherics,
the true essence of people.
That's your angle, as mine is now
to brow beat you.
And don't get into this doomsday kick
either, leave such things to the (small minded).
Honestly,
it's straight forward focus."
By now my hangover had
evaporated.
"Hold on sun,
I've a few questions."
"Sorry," called the sun, receding.
"We've had our little talk. Give my regards
to Greece again, if you ever get there."
And he was gone
and I got up to
another beginning, and a day.
*A parody on Frank O'Hara's 'A True Account Of Talking / To The Sun At Fire Island' who in turn based his account on Mayakovsky's more robust poem, 'A Most Extraordinary Adventure'.
POETS' PALACE
A name given by the author to an old Kauri guest house in France Street (the upper story of which he occupied in the early '80s) near the prostitute's strip off K'rd, Auckland. Various 'emerging' poets & artists lived downstairs at intervals during this period. As the last of its kind in Newton Gully this 100 year old wooden building was finally demolished at the close of the decade.