Stranded on the moon,
a librium dreamer in a lunar landscape
the tabloids were full of your blurred, blown-up face,
the neat curled head, the secret animal eyes,
immolated forever in the Sea of Tranquility.
I keep getting messages from outer space,
'Meet me at Cape Canaveral, Houston, Tullamarine.'
A telegram came through at dawn to the Dead Heart Tracking Station.
I wait on winter mornings in hangars
dwarfed by grounded crates like giant moths
furred with frost.
Moon-pictures - you dance clumsily on the screen,
phosphorescent, domed, dehumanised,
floating above the dust,
your robot voice hollow as bells.
The crowds queue for the late edition,
scan headlines avidly, their necks permanently awry,
looking for a sign, a scapegoat, a priest, a king:
the circulation is rising.
They say you have been knighted in your absence,
but those who swear they know you best,
assert you are still too radical to accept the honour.
They have sent several missions,
but at lift-off three atronauts fried,
strapped in their webbing.
Plane-spotters on penthouse roofs
have sighted more UFOs.
Sometimes I go out at night
to stare at the galaxies
Is that your shadow, weightless
magnified in light,
man's flesh enclosed in armour,
suffering eyes in perspex looking down,
sacred and murderous from your sanctuary?