We sit at a table in The Baci,
an indoor table -
with a view of the tables outside, that may act
as a springboard,
the false limb,
or 'pseudopod',
of a primitive one-cell animal,
which
- tho to
what end -
I compare our brains to:
We are not outdoors, no
But we are not quite inside
either
- because of the windows -
Tho should it rain
we are entirely inside, & glad
of it. ( In fact, it won't rain.
And,
another fact - the fan is on 'too hard'
- but half an hour, what is
a lunch hour, that one can afford
to move,
or complain,
unless one does it right away?
Yep?
Right? )
Take The Guardian, a newspaper :
open it - & you are transported,
far away. I sit, 'literally', in The Baci, the
literal one - others sit, or sit metaphorically,
at metaphorical Bacis & think away too, aware,
as I am - for I 'generalize' -
of the larger world, the larger tides
& patterns that
pass through it,
& of their smallness
& the incidental nature
of their own lives
in relation to these tides,
even of the
invigoratingly
'human dimension'
this knowledge lends
- & its practical inutility.
You look outside, at the beautiful, slightly glaring light
that lands on Cacas' Chemists - & lands, too,
on whatever you're looking at - & consider the traffic,
the passersby,
the scope of the disasters in Africa - which is almost
Medieval - though modern because man-made -
& the scandals in the City - which are Hogarthian,
English, & 18th century, though modern, too -
& your own problems, which are contingent &
practical - how to rob a bank,
(whether to move from that fan) whether
to get another coffee - which you need
if it is metaphorical & this stuff
brings you down.
If it is not metaphorical
but a real one, you must have
a whole hour for your lunch hour -
mine has 30 minutes.
2.
Now, did you take your newspaper? No?
Take mine, the Guardian. It is an eye,
a balloon on which you float, "Eighty Days" style,
around the world, never really touching down,
and also, of course, like a limb. You pick it up,
hit something with it,
perhaps a fly. And the world
is that li'l bit littler.
Or pehaps it is a steady state.
There are people bashing flies
all over the world - Hong Kong Herald here,
Bombay Tribune there, The Lima Truth, Montreal's
famous Examiner - killing perhaps the only fly
in that part of Canada - or did it get away? Who knows? The waitress looks up -
what is that guy
swatting at,
at The 'Syrup & Muffin' Diner? He settles down.
Her eyes
return to the jars in front of her.
Your eye takes in the window
& the scene outside - cars, pedestrians, Cacas the Chemist -
& is 'drawn' outside, & with it you
(with the assent of your brain - which in truth
according to some theories, is
an outgrowth, a sophistication, a development
of that optical organ) are drawn outside also.
You arrive together, your eye delighted,
your brain keeping up, & your 'self' rounding out their number,
invigorating to be up & doing - up &
'going', unfortunately, back to work -
in five more minutes.