for Ian McBryde
I shall devise a metaphysic
modelled precisely on the world it will create
I shall eradicate nostalgia: longing will again become
pain, and the pain transmute into a state of grace
I shall invent a nostalgia of the future
I shall elevate history to the realms of myth - there are
certain continuities to be preserved
I shall construct an empire of words, and label it
belief or night, or I shall not label it belief
I shall make passion absolute, and bliss the one true moment
of necessity, punishable only by truth
I shall enforce the wild dance of fluorescent skeletons,
teach the wretched to swallow their defiance,
and swallowing choke on it
I shall be father to the orphans of faith - me
they will not betray, for they will believe in nothing
but me
I shall preach hatred of all vanity, and hatred of all
the vain and all the humble, for they shall have quaffed
their pathetic portion known as time
It is my turn now