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Thylazine: The Australian Journal of Arts, Ethics & Literature                                                                                                                                #11/thyla11k-ka
AUSTRALIAN POETS SERIES 11
The Poetry of Katharine Annear
Selected by Coral Hull

[Above] Photo of Katharine Annear by Katharine Annear, 2005.


I Adelaide upon my return I The Kitchen I Fruit I Secret I Songlines I Urban Ritual I


Adelaide upon my return

What lies harboured in the sleeplessness of the concrete.
Warmed only, by the slurry of gossip and rumour
spewing forth endlessly
from sidewalk tables full of lattes and Marlboros.

Today a hot northerly blows in a strange suburban current.
Three generations hungry for a word.
A malady screaming for a melody.
A second coming.

Party politics takes a razor blade to the open wound.
Election resurrection.
On my right hand.
Mark my words.
They're still going to be hungry.

The Kitchen

It's been a hot dry summer in this place.
Sunlight falls on the white kitchen bench tops
highlighting a film of red dust.
She waits for him to rise.

Months ago, the same sun,
had glinted off the bus window
as it pulled away, leaving them here
to make a difference.

Realising they were limited
by what they thought they'd had to offer
they had begun the task of surviving
alongside those who knew no other way.

A difference had been made in her
and on this day, with the realisation
that she had found an unlikely sense of place,
she knew, that for him, the leaving had begun.

As he sauntered into the white lit room
she asked him if he'd slept well
sleeping on borrowed time.

Fruit

The fruit she brings me
is a sensual fruit.
Soft yellow flesh, sticky, sweet.
Immersion in the heady scent,
like a deep kiss.
So many moved to desire by this.
A desire for the memory of lovers.
Its taste on my tongue
leaves me wanting.
Sucked from its womb-like hold
this flesh will sate me
only in the moment.

The fruit she brings me
hides a multitude of cells
carrying perpetual possibilities.
At my fingertips
the membrane ruptures
the nectar flows
leaving naked the seeds
staining the soft white pith.
The tart red nectar
is the elixir of my confusion.
Scarlet tears hard at the heart
are what she has shown me.
With each one, the potential
for a bitter sweet wrangling of the senses.

The fruit she brought me
lies withered in the bowl
skin collapsed, moisture drawn
by a week's exposure
to the harsh sunlight.
Desire neglected,
possibilities blooming
only in the soft white mould
growing on its underside.
She brought me many things
but only this fruit remains.
Someone else will have to throw it out.

Secret

There is a man
who wears
a purple light
hung loosely
over every part
of his body.
On the softest parts
and in the hollows
this colour
ripples to the touch.

You would know
if you met this man
that he holds
many secrets.
There's a danger
in having so many secrets.
With some so terrible
that the light
behind his eyes
will fade
before conscious recall.

The purple light
to me
is a mystery
but you can drink it
from his skin
and feel ever richer for it.
There is a price
however
for partaking.
It's a perpetual state
of wanting.
Wanting to know his secrets.

There is a girl
that exists
within his mind.
She wears
a golden hue
and shares
all of his secrets.
But one.
She doesn't know
about me.

While he is sleeping
I have tried
to wake her
to tell her
about me
and ask her
for the golden light.
So that
when he wakes
he might
mistake me for her.

Songlines

Solace songs
Subtle songs
Gently pushed and pulled
by the moon
Tapped out by the tides
Listen

Immersion
Reveals
Clear lines
Paths
Traversing the expanse
Inviting the traveller
Renewing the connection
Listen

Urban Ritual

She watches the tannin stain
flood the water in the cup.
Somewhere along the line
someone has tried to encapsulate ritual in a bag.
Her need for convenience
denying her a connection to ceremony.

She tried to buy the ceremony
from the local Asian grocer,
ornate teapot, small handle-less cups,
and tea that smelt more like a garden than a drink.
The whole setup now gathers dust
and an occasional comment
sitting on a tray on the kitchen bench.

As the bag floats to the top
the water darkens obscuring the bottom.
Am I as dark and bitter as I like my tea?
She tosses the bag into the bin
and sets the cup to cool.

About the Poet Katharine Annear

Katharine Annear is a Developmental Educator, a lecturer, artist and writer. Katharine is autistic and was institutionalised at the age of 19; having survived this she is now an advocate for the rights of people with disabilities. She is co-convener of the Australian Network of Autistic Self Advocates. She has been published in local anthologies Vernacular and The Colonial Athens, The One Heart, One World International Poetry Collection and BirlZine! Phoenix, Arizona. Her artwork (photography and sculpture) has been exhibited throughout South Australia. Katharine works as a consultant with the South Australian Government, developing quality educational practice for students with autism spectrum disorder. Katharine Lectures in Disability Work at DMIT and is assistant lecturer for the Masters topic "Autism: Theory and Practice" at Flinders University.
   [Above] Photo of Katharine Annear by Katharine Annear, 2005.

I Next I Back I Exit I
Thylazine No.11 (June, 2006)

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