Waiting for weeks till the last one is ready to run, they
break through to twilight: the life-race is on.
Winds and oceans that call give no order but one:
"Downhill, fast; when you hit water, swim". Last
will be picked; so will first. One in a hundred survives.
So they break sand & run, downhill as if cursed. (Seagulls
halloo joy, ghost-crabs skitter out). They are high-revving toys
each wound for his chance. The course is uncertain,
ten sandy yards to cool foam, or half of a low-tide mile
over pits and castles of rock-crab, every hole an abyss,
every cross-ridge a death-lane; unable to stop,
indifferent whether scrambling in sand, scrabbling in slime,
or sculling deluded through sand-pools to beaches of death.
Caught in cracks they push hard down the crab's throat,
still punting on while life lasts, in search of the dark
and lovely reef water, the splash in the in-walled ear.
Their limbs have no setting but go. Friendly and clean,
with their leathery touch in the palm, likeable
as a dry handshake, a childish pleasure to handle, determined
as cats; this driving downhill force that will reach,
tourist, twice the mass of your coffin, yet weigh,
till it comes ashore, not a gram.
Tweaks the heart, though, to see them seek fate in a crab-hole.
I pulled one out once, wedged and still struggling
down, dropped it with a jerk - a great horny claw
like a parrot's beak had crushed the midsection, sheared
off the head, and behind moved the armoured tarantula legs
of a hairy scuttler with lobe-stalked eyes.
In pity I gathered a living brother, hiked it over the rock-flats,
(fighting on in my hand) while its brethren, obedient,
filed along moonless crevices, sating ambuscades of queued-up crabs,
laid it down on a rock slope, a foot from the water. It flopped
on straight for its freedom, tripped over a two-inch ledge -
fell and rocked on its back. (A crab darted out, saw my shadow, back-
sidled to shadow.) It squirmed and righted itself, hurried
on (since Nature has taught them to fear no predator
but time, no approach will deflect them), found the slight wash of
a ripple and lost half its weight; then, re-stranded, pressed on, met
the incoming surf of a wavelet, capsized, scrambled up, then
plugged on, hit new surf and breasted it well; turned its
flippers to sculling, still floating, too light to submerge;
spiralled a clumsy provocative line, spinnering out
to the moon, lucky with absent sharks and gentle water.
Slipping in, as it left, the shadow, a thousand times larger,
of a parent come shoreward to lay; two ends of the earthbound process
linked in the uncomprehending meeting of kin.
As the small shadow pedalled and bobbed, the great one wavered and slid;
for a second the greater obscured the lesser, then as surely
slid on; and the lesser was gone.