Sometimes a life goes wrong
Without an evil deed:
So here I am in Berne
Awake in the white hours
Waiting for time to pass
Until I can call home
For when I am away
Each hour leaves its bruise
Late home, my cab drives down
Small streets whose names I love;
The evening is ripe
With sparrows and a breeze;
An outside light shines round
And tightly holds the house
There is no life on earth
I would not spend with you
Love is a standing to attention. Yes,
No man can argue long against a truth
That smashes hard into his deepest life
It's Spring: the maple tree speaks of her lips,
The curve around her bottom that I love.
But no one sane will ever quote a tree
So I must tell her how this little world
Is bigger now only because of her,
And how this massive universe makes sense
Only because of her (it does, it does),
And how this ordinary room is love
And truth because she walks through it all day
It is a dark green ivy afternoon
In Princes Hill as rain falls through vast trees
Into the little garden where we live
On summer days.
It's late December and the clocks have stopped
While people watch their windows come alive
And old tin roofs out back get hopping mad
And gutters booze.
Last week we burned our flesh, but now we baste
While smoky jazz just cruises down the lane
And makes out with our cat beneath a car
While we're in bed,
The sheets all trampled underneath our feet,
Those lyrics touching us as night comes on:
Something about a day spent drinking wine
And getting laid.
So we run out of world, not time:
Life hangs around like last night's gin,
And even if we peel away
The morning light from dappled things
There is no chance that we will see
This fountain pen left on a chair
For what it is. The world is love
No matter what we make of it,
No matter how we cut it up:
The pen must know a hand on it.
The great truths live just out of sight,
Past what I know of you, or you
Of me: so let's be calm and kind
Until the great truths come to us
In that gold light we've heard about
And pens fly quickly to our hands.